Wow, how many years since i ever touched this blog . Im sorry blog ,I still love you okay . School is fun , with all the scolding of teachers . Our class never fails to get into trouble, thats what i like about it . Cause not only me ,but others too.HAHA ,im totally a bastard . I MISS EVERY SINGLE FUCKING SOUL . Guess what ?Im learning the culture of being acceptance in everything I could. Except for some people in class ,but for fats ,Im trying. I wanna be perfect ,its hard to tolerate everything. I did try, but you know sometimes nobody wants to give me a chance. Cause once you did something, you cant change people's opinion . The mark or scar is carved onto you. LIFE IS HELL ,if only a soap is formidable enough to cover this mark ,then that would be great ! Im still surprised people still visits my blog, since they visit I shall continue posting. Im still going to be fine ,im still the happy-and-bastard nicole. Yes ,im determined okay. You know sometimes I even feel like forgiving my biggest enemy ,I don't know who. I hate alot of people ,HA ,I think i need to change my temper. I need to be gentle ,lady lady . But to think about its kind of gross ? HAHA, i dont know what im talking about ,im nonsense. Something bad just happen ,nothing runs smoothly. Im becoming rather holy . Oh god, IT RHYMS . THATS FOR ALL FOLKS ,ENJOY THE POST :)